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수요일, 4월 02, 2008
Indignant
Honestly, sometimes i feel so super annoyed i want to flare up.

I am not a saint, kae.

Not complaining and being nonchalent about alot of things do not equate to satisfaction with my life.

I am so damn sick of hearing comments directed at me, 'envying' how good my life is.

I absolutely see nothing wonderful about it.

The truth is, if i kick up a fuss, people will probably dismiss it and say i am making a mountain out of a molehill. Yet when i dun, people start thinking wow, my life is perfect. That is so DUH.

I am not pointing fingers at anyone cos i dun wish to and i cant be bothered but i seriously think that people ought to be more sensitive.

To clarify matters, i dun even know where my life is heading right now. I definitely wun be staying on in my present job forever but for the moment, i dun wish to think about it.

So for the last time, stop insinuating that i have a wonderful life. You can have it if you want. Period.

Life is short and yet so many things lie beyond my control. I know very well that i am a heavy procrastinator but there are times i do try to keep to what i had said. Of cos, many times i end up not being able to and I would gladly admit to that. But again sometimes it irks me how people look at me in disbelief, with the underlying conviction that i am probably talking crap. Ok, maybe its due to my character. I shall be an angel and give them the benefit of the doubt then. But trust me, i aint too pleased with it.

I am not trying to be a fussy old maid who nags about every minute detail. But i do have my feelings intact and since i dun go around stepping haphazardly on other people's pride, i see no reason why people should step all over mine and feel no pinch about doing so. Oh well, i treat it as motivation to make myself work harder then.

The fact that i view this world in a simplistic light certainly doesnt mean i have no qualms about belittling my life. It is still my life afterall, and i dun wish to waste it.

If this post has offended anyone, i apologise but get it clear that it was you who overstepped the border in the first place.


또 울어버렸다.. @ 1:24 PM